Amy Davis

A compassionate journey

Art has always been a treasured part of my life; a place to find refuge, to connect with others, to express what words failed. An undergraduate degree in psychology equipped me with a passion for how our minds and bodies work, but missed an essential ingredient of how we interact with the world - creativity. For me, art therapy perfectly combines my love of creativity, interest in human psychology and functioning, and passion for witnessing people’s unique stories.

This study into cultivating self-compassion began with a desire to have a personal experience and understanding of important therapeutic concepts. Research on self-compassion has found that it is extremely beneficial for clients to develop, however that therapists can struggle to implement this within their own personal and professional life. As a practitioner it is important to have an understanding of therapeutic strategies as this leads to a more genuine and empathic understanding of the client’s experience. The research process itself was insightful and at times confronting, leading to a state of avoidance towards the project. Self-compassion is not a simple concept. It is an ongoing battle to strengthen the voice that gives us courage. Its cultivation is dependent on an interplay of variables and a willingness to gracefully accept discomfort and be motivated towards action.

These artworks link together as a journey through the research process on cultivating self-compassion. They reflect on self-compassion as a concept, its development, and the difficulties to nurturing a compassionate self as well as more broadly on the research process itself. They are all completed on canvas board using hi-flow acrylic paint. I was drawn to this medium as it can be difficult to control and reflects a sense of the unknown until the process is complete. This mirrored my feelings throughout the research process of uncertainty, not-knowing, and the need to go with the flow of the process and accept what came up.


Rolling Waves
Rolling Waves 
Acrylic on canvas board
175 x 125mm
This artwork depicts the research journey as a ‘rolling with the waves’. A process of taking flight during moments of clarity and preparing oneself for the next overwhelming submersion.

 

Layers of Grace and Resistance
Layers of Grace and Resistance
Acrylic on canvas board
170 x 170mm
This was a multi-layered process that evoked resistance, paralleled with the cultivation of a compassionate mind. A process of learning to gracefully accept the chaos and mess of becoming self-compassionate.

 

Shifting Landscapes
Shifting Landscapes
Acrylic on canvas board
175 x 125mm
This depiction of ever-changing landscapes is synonymous with the uncovering of research, and the art of self-compassion. A shifting and cultivating of one’s internal landscape through self-kindness.

 

Glints of Gold
Glints of Gold
Acrylic on canvas board
210 x 145mm
This piece reflects a celebration of admirable qualities. A recognition and affirmation of one’s inherent goodness. Finding streaks of gold amongst what seems like a tumultuous wave of self-doubt.

 

Weaving a Compassionate Self
Weaving a Compassionate Self
Acrylic on canvas board
175 x 125mm
This artwork reflects the benefits of developing self-compassion. A lightening of the burden. A breath. A commitment to always growing and acceptance of the pain that comes along the way.

 

A New Journey
A New Journey
Acrylic on canvas board
175 x 125mm
This piece is a homage to the dedication needed to carve new passages for self-compassion. A constant journeying to forge new pathways and ways of being.

 

The Internal Whirlpool
The Internal Whirlpool
Acrylic on canvas board
175 x 125mm
A contrast between the expected sublime experience marketed as ‘self-compassion’ and the vulnerability needed to face what the process churns up. Mindful acceptance of what emerges through confrontation with oneself.

 

In the Wind
In the Wind
Acrylic on canvas board
175 x 125mm
The process of this artwork brought awareness to the difficulty of being mindfully present among the chaos of everyday life and happenings.

 

Mismatched Authenticity
Mismatched Authenticity
Acrylic on canvas board
175 x 125mm
The process of the research project as an assignment. A tying together of elements within a time frame that makes the process feel rushed and at times perhaps ungenuine.

 

A Resting Place
A Resting Place
Acrylic on canvas board
175 x 125mm
This artwork represents an everyday immersion into the nurturing of a compassionate landscape in which to dwell.